Endless Creation Forever

Who knew a creative mind could be so destructive?  With one hand he looks to align the forces god's greater good  But with the other he looks to destroy it all with one fell swoop In one eye, he sees the good in all of his creations and the healthy impact it will have upon it's target  But in the other, he lusts for the burning and slaughter of his impact, creating misery and pain for those around him.  What caused this original and innovative person to become so hateful and so repugnant? A world destined to end so soon, why not be the one to end it all tonight? 

My thoughts are acting venomous once again  Poisoning my mind, they speak of lies and unhealthy emotions.  They plague me but I’m fighting back with truths and evidence to fight the venom.  I won’t let this poison kill me.  I will be the last one standing