Endless Creation Forever

  Father Sam- or should I say, Brother Samuel, oh how far you have strayed from the path! The one that was set many moons ago when we just children on this earth!  You see brother, I have not come to confess my sins in front of the all mighty Lord himself, I have come before you today, for you, my fallen brother, to confess your disloyalty to God!  I always had the understanding that you had been sacrilege victim as a child and that this man was not a man of god but simply your father. Dearest brother, my sympathies are with you during those difficult thoughts as I have reminded you of a sinner, though, you are as much a sinner as he once was.  Through the words of an old flame, i am led to believe that you had partaken in an act without the consent of your once trusted lover. You abused your relationship with this woman and have sinned.  My brother, i can longer take council with a man who claims to be a man of god and on the other hand be a man of sleaze....

  LIARS!  They only have one purpose and it is to drain your soul and rip out any remaining quality you have left!  They can’t complete their quests!  They don’t have the motivation to make the ethical decisions and choices so they drag you by your feet and take you down with them!  Spineless false idols!  They’re everywhere! 

I have been asleep for what feels like a millennium.  I have been awakened by a ferocious feeling inside my chest.  A constant heavy weight is pulling my heart into an aspiring sanctuary of hope. That word, HOPE.  I thought i once had hope but, it vanished, like the ashes of my fallen comrade, it died!  I was a different entity during those lighter days. During the days when the sun would come out and smile at me and wish me pleasantries as i followed along a path that would lead me, eventually, to endless creations.  Creations that became my world, my obsession, my power, all that i could see and do was create endless imaginative worlds and i became one with my inner darkness.  Defining the world's end, the tales of misery and how i became obsolete in the light. How the light that i found, burned out.  I couldn't look at the light anymore, i had to retreat, run away and save myself before driving myself into madness. I hid the light from my eyes, know...